Entry 551: TGIPH!

It's a public holiday!

Started off with a rude rude morning peepee call.

Was startled by the first nose bleeding in my life.. What's more on a PH's morning -.-"

Nothing much. It has stopped anyways (:

Wanted to catch a movie later.. but it's pouring right now..

Hopefully it stops soon..Thou it pretty much seems like it won't !!  >.<

Nothing happening nowadays..

Probably soon? LOL.

Anticipating for some kind of news, somehow ;)

Enjoy peeps!



p.s: The wish of having; the sorrow for the one I lost; the hope to amend with extra love.. I promise it's gonna be treasured..



Entry 550: The smiles.. The attraction.

Yes, my blog is pretty dead. Have been quite tired especially last week. Shall not continue to dread on it since it has passed. Am gonna be busy with children's portfolio again so doubt I'll start blogging often. Thanks for checking if there's any updates thou! Esp for that anonymous whO is more interested in my sis's pics -.- LOL!

Anyway, was sitting at the bus interchange and looking at the people who passed by.. Saw another young teacher of other centre with her son. A stylish son. Haha. Cute and sweet :) it kinda makes me feel like having one of my own too!! Like instantly? Haha!! Impossible eh!

It is either cos I was so focused on looking at everyone who is within my view or it is that there are more newborns and pregancies.. There were so many mommies, daddies, children, mommy-to-be. :D what a heartwarming sight somehow.

Was attracted to a teenage couple too. They were laughing and thrusting their excitedly happy bodies towards each other (not intimate acts). I think I love the smiles on their face. Big and genuine. Who cares what will happen to them in the future? Thats their problem. At least the split moment i saw, I know they are happy :) they have nothing to hide when there is no room fOr pretense or motives for acting loving. It feels.. Sweet .. To me at least. ^^

I wont be posting any photos in this entry as im blogging from my iphone. Ok.. Shall pause here for today. Will update soon!!!!

Entry 549: What's New?!

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Entry 548: It's been long enough..

I wanted to change a new blog song.. but when my blog's window appeared, and the song sounded..

I decided to let it stay..

^^

There isn't much I wanted to update.

Pretty obvious I'm not a regular blogger

Neither do I need to blog for a living and enter a post daily.

What's more.. I don't have a high record of visitors (except for some netizens who are here to see someone else than me)

Let me just make it clear once and for all..

The more you wanna see, the more I won't post (:

And to that anonymous..

It's a favour I won't fulfill. ^^

To my dearest friends whom I still include in my 'sisters' list..

If you're reading this, I just wanna say..

I miss you all.

Pearl, Mich, and Tracy! Let's have a chitchat session again soon!

And Marilyn, you know I've really regarded you as my bestie..

And I know just why you would rather meet up with him than me back then when I was free.

I just don't like the way you said like I do not care anymore.

....

Girlfriends are those who understand that even without saying, they are in your heart and mind..

Even if they don't see it in your action plan or priority list..

They know you still love them deep.

Cos they know just what you're lack of, and what you need to pursue..

Cos they know you are clear that they will be a part that will never back you out when you're in need..

They don't make you worry of losing them..

Because true friends will never make you have that fear that they'll be gone.

If you have that kind of best friends, cherish them.

Don't hurt them or do anything stupid that might cause any discomfort or unhappiness.

It takes a long time to build this friendship and just a second to ruin it all.

Just a kind advice..

We have gone through and are still going through what friendship is all about..

It's an on-going process..

The one you trust most, contradictingly, could sometime be the one who hurt you the deepest.

And the one that hang out often with you could be the one that hide the most secrets from you.

Life.. contradicts.

^^

Not me.

Entry 547: The only constant - CHANGE.

You might question as you read on..

"How true is this?"

"How sure are you?"

"You are not even an expert"

Yes. I can tell you, I'm not an expert.

I am no saint.

I made mistakes and I learn from them.

I don't pass on a sentence to disregard any feelings or emotions or any lapses.

At least.

I don't tell you that this is a fact that the world is just so ugly.

Because I know, no matter how dark or gloomy the days could be..

There will be sunshine there will be rainbow.

There will be days you'll feel much better after the rain or thunderstorm.

So, please.. don't be too quick to close this window and think I'm bullshitting.

Read on with an opened heart..

....

A friend of mine said, people below 20 would talk about love.

So what makes him think people above are not very into this topic too?

He likes to say he has been through much and have seen more than I do.

At least for a good ten years more..

But I can be certain to say.. he has been living with a stubborn impression that life has only this much to offer him.

But he is not to be blamed.

For he could not see why things havent been much smooth-sailing for him..

Especially in the music industry.

No one has the definite answer to his question marks and frustrations

Therefore, that explains the pessi' remarks he would often make.

Who says love is not about changing ?

Maybe what the person meant was ..

"It is not about changing the other person"

But life is ever-changing.

Humans too.

With the given environment, living under different circumstances, we have all changed.

And we change for someone else, not cos we're dumb or stupid

But for the only reason that we want to be a better person for that love we have or had.

It could feel weary over time.

But trust me, these changes shape you to who you have become and will become in the future.

We will never be the same every year.

^^

Our mindset will change, things will change

If you always disregard it, you'll be stagnant.

Don't let yourself fall into this pit.

It's harder than you think to get out when its fixed in your head.

Open up.

Let the world take you on a life ride.

Try to experience everything like you have just reborned.

You did not come to this world knowing nothing.

You knew just what it is..

but you have to explore deeper.

The treasure is in finding not what you have found along the journey ;)

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And with that.. I shall share some photos..

We were apart for half a year. Many things happened in between.

The cycle we have been through

The kind of hurt..

You couldn't imagine more.

I admit I still have no idea what future holds for us..

But I'm willing to hold on this time.

Cos I know how much I regretted for letting go.

I believe if our time is up, eventually we'll part.

Just.. not now..

Look just how much we've changed..

Horizontally or vertically *chuckles*

I just realised my cuzzie is tiptoe-ing! HAHAHA

Cousins for life! <3

p.s: Remember, opened heart (:



Entry 546: I was entertained ;)

If you ever wonder, do I know your existence, HWZtizens..

Yes I do :)

It's just a matter of whether I wanna bring things up or choose to let it flow past just like dirty waters that won't stop by.

I'm fine with the comments, seriously.

Cos now that both of us are living our lives meaningfully, with career and love.

It's nothing much about the past anymore.

Who don't recall their own life's history?

I bet you do too..

maybe subconsciously?

Evil people will never stop demeaning you with your mistakes, your wrong-doings.

But who are they to pass on your final verdict?

We have yellow ribbons to remind us that those x-convicts need our help, need our forgiveness

So hereby, not to ask for mercy but to remind you peeps that one day, u'll face the same kind of treatment (:

Be kind. Be thoughtful.

Kindness begets kindness..

They will pay off one day (:

p.s: If you're capable enough to leave comments asking for that kinda favours..

You should have the brain to think that those comments will just be marked off and deleted as spams :)

It's moderated, dude. ^.^v

Entry 545: Happy Teachers' Day!

This is what you call CAMWHORING! xD

If you're wondering what's that weird thing on my hair..

it's a kind of hair curler that BB and his mom have gotten earlier yesterday.

Was trying out and while waiting..

1st Sept!

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY

TO ALL TEACHERS!!

Have to head down to RP for a learning carnival..

>.<!

We played at the stalls like we're mending them..

Unlimited tries plus.. we helped ourselves with the balls to throw etc.. LOL!

It doesnt look like me! lols..

HE IS DAMN PRO CAN!

Long queues for both this and the portrait drawing..

I wonder if their fingers and hands would cramp >,<

Left: 大姐

Right: Me!

And the reason for my happiness~~ HAHA!



31st August
The Celebration!!

Some of the ones who gave me token of appreciation!

Thnx Colin!

Kibi and his sister! 

 Yu Ting!

 Victor!

Shannon! My class's December baby.. ^^

 Jia He!

 Valente!

 Valen!

 Samuel!

He seriously looks so so so much better with this haircut :D

And two others at home~

 

My First Official Teachers' Day! <3

With loves!