Entry 495: If I say...

If I say..

That time wasn't long enough..

That fate wasn't on our side..

Would you still hold on?

Giving a last try gonna be tough

Finding back all the strong feelings gonna be hard

They all spell uncertainty.

It still hurts knowing you are thinking

It still aches knowing you can't sleep at night

It still pinches knowing you might be tearing now

The change in me too obvious to be ignored

The people around too concerned to be oblivious

I had my say

I give my stand

And I'll trudge on.

If making this unfair decision brings me a million blames

I'll take it

Cos I was the one who let things go

I was the one who gave it up

There isn't a clear path right now

It all feels different back here.

I know, no matter how tough life is going to be..

You'll still have a place in my heart.

If we'll never get there..

I hope you understand.. I've loved you more than I could feel.