On second thought, probably I should really put that on hold. No doubts I really want to, and partly due to other reasons, I wished it could go as 'plan'. But a plan aint a plan when I know it is gonna add on to what's already on my shoulder.
I can't help thinking if I should just skip the next year and probably another just to ensure everything will be more smooth-sailing if there should be any changes in our lives. Afterall, there are other stuff to factor in.. the list goes on..
Well, for the least he should understand where I am coming from and give me some assurance. Not that he didn't emotionally.. but we're talking about a future not just for the two of us. It has never been just the two of us anyways.
Stopped clubbing so often. Though this clubbing craze was short-lived. Started beginning of this year and reducing it a whole lot even before it hits six months of crazy night life. Yep, it is good to stop going out at night to those 'messy' places. But life hasn't been exactly awesome after that. Work tied me down a lil.. tried to catch up with this marriage with him and maintain other household stuff. Got tired many times.. but still surviving. Yes, that's partly the reason that idea is gonna put on hold.
Perhaps I should continue my hardcore dieting ;x LOL nah just joking.. just stop binging! haha
Alright, time to turn in to bed.. gotta wake up on time to dry the laundry too.. Life as a young working wife and mom and maid.. (if only I get paid ;p)
P.s. I'd probably do better if I were bitch enough.. too bad, I can't and ain't >.<