When negativity meets positivity, life neutralizes and meets its balance.

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Entry 547: The only constant - CHANGE.


You might question as you read on..
"How true is this?"
"How sure are you?"
"You are not even an expert"

Yes. I can tell you, I'm not an expert.
I am no saint.
I made mistakes and I learn from them.
I don't pass on a sentence to disregard any feelings or emotions or any lapses.
At least.

I don't tell you that this is a fact that the world is just so ugly.
Because I know, no matter how dark or gloomy the days could be..
There will be sunshine there will be rainbow.
There will be days you'll feel much better after the rain or thunderstorm.
So, please.. don't be too quick to close this window and think I'm bullshitting.
Read on with an opened heart..

....

A friend of mine said, people below 20 would talk about love.
So what makes him think people above are not very into this topic too?
He likes to say he has been through much and have seen more than I do.
At least for a good ten years more..

But I can be certain to say.. he has been living with a stubborn impression that life has only this much to offer him.
But he is not to be blamed.
For he could not see why things havent been much smooth-sailing for him..
Especially in the music industry.
No one has the definite answer to his question marks and frustrations
Therefore, that explains the pessi' remarks he would often make.

Who says love is not about changing ?
Maybe what the person meant was ..
"It is not about changing the other person"
But life is ever-changing.
Humans too.

With the given environment, living under different circumstances, we have all changed.
And we change for someone else, not cos we're dumb or stupid
But for the only reason that we want to be a better person for that love we have or had.
It could feel weary over time.
But trust me, these changes shape you to who you have become and will become in the future.
We will never be the same every year.
^^

Our mindset will change, things will change
If you always disregard it, you'll be stagnant.
Don't let yourself fall into this pit.
It's harder than you think to get out when its fixed in your head.

Open up.
Let the world take you on a life ride.
Try to experience everything like you have just reborned.
You did not come to this world knowing nothing.
You knew just what it is..
but you have to explore deeper.
The treasure is in finding not what you have found along the journey ;)

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And with that.. I shall share some photos..


We were apart for half a year. Many things happened in between.
The cycle we have been through
The kind of hurt..
You couldn't imagine more.

I admit I still have no idea what future holds for us..
But I'm willing to hold on this time.
Cos I know how much I regretted for letting go.
I believe if our time is up, eventually we'll part.
Just.. not now..


Look just how much we've changed..
Horizontally or vertically *chuckles*
I just realised my cuzzie is tiptoe-ing! HAHAHA


Cousins for life! <3




p.s: Remember, opened heart (:


Friday, September 16, 2011

Entry 546: I was entertained ;)


If you ever wonder, do I know your existence, HWZtizens..
Yes I do :)

It's just a matter of whether I wanna bring things up or choose to let it flow past just like dirty waters that won't stop by.

I'm fine with the comments, seriously.
Cos now that both of us are living our lives meaningfully, with career and love.
It's nothing much about the past anymore.
Who don't recall their own life's history?

I bet you do too..
maybe subconsciously?

Evil people will never stop demeaning you with your mistakes, your wrong-doings.
But who are they to pass on your final verdict?

We have yellow ribbons to remind us that those x-convicts need our help, need our forgiveness
So hereby, not to ask for mercy but to remind you peeps that one day, u'll face the same kind of treatment (:
Be kind. Be thoughtful.
Kindness begets kindness..
They will pay off one day (:


p.s: If you're capable enough to leave comments asking for that kinda favours..
You should have the brain to think that those comments will just be marked off and deleted as spams :)
It's moderated, dude. ^.^v






Friday, September 2, 2011

Entry 545: Happy Teachers' Day!

This is what you call CAMWHORING! xD

If you're wondering what's that weird thing on my hair..
it's a kind of hair curler that BB and his mom have gotten earlier yesterday.

Was trying out and while waiting..

1st Sept!
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY
TO ALL TEACHERS!!

Have to head down to RP for a learning carnival..
>.<!
We played at the stalls like we're mending them..
Unlimited tries plus.. we helped ourselves with the balls to throw etc.. LOL!

It doesnt look like me! lols..




HE IS DAMN PRO CAN!
Long queues for both this and the portrait drawing..
I wonder if their fingers and hands would cramp >,<





Left: 大姐
Right: Me!







And the reason for my happiness~~ HAHA!



31st August
The Celebration!!




Some of the ones who gave me token of appreciation!

Thnx Colin!

Kibi and his sister! 


 Yu Ting!


 Victor!


Shannon! My class's December baby.. ^^


 Jia He!


 Valente!



 Valen!


 Samuel!

He seriously looks so so so much better with this haircut :D





And two others at home~
 

My First Official Teachers' Day! <3

With loves!

Entry 544: Selamat Hari Raya~~

Headed down to Dover for visit at our malay nanny's house!


With Sis~

With Mommy!


On cab~ on the way down ...


The FAT male cat!!






He's a dude man! xD