When negativity meets positivity, life neutralizes and meets its balance.

Saturday, November 12, 2011

Entry 553: Sheer Happiness..


心血来潮吗?
只是想说,有时候,幸福就是这样暖暖的、静静的陪在我们身边。

六个月的分离让我了解到。。
习惯和爱情不可能分隔来理论

没错,太过习惯,会让一个人因为过度的依赖而变得软弱。

它会让人觉得甜蜜的滋味渐渐变得淡而无味
它会让人慢慢地忘了爱情初开的滋味
它会让人听不见爱情依然存在的讯息
它会让人看不清对方关心的方式
它会把从前你们喜欢的一切,从完美变得烦恼

就是这样,就是因为这样。。
我们分隔地过上了从没预料到的悲痛,愤怒,伤感,后悔。。

没了对方,再真实的快乐也只是短斬的。
虽然说,六个月的时间不算太长,但它足以让我领悟。

没人看好的他,或许真的会是我们往后生活里的一个问题
但我相信,依着心走,我才不会活在悔恨中
不管以后要面对多困难的事,我都会和他一起坚强的去面对,一直牵着手走下去。


毕竟,他和我的手,是在兜了一个圈后,才再一次握住的手

想告诉大家的是:

在爱情的世界里,只要能够坚信你们手中握着的幸福是最真实的
最想要的,并不会和心对抗而感到更难过的
就足以让你厮守这份情感。

因为在乎,所以才会有了比较

爱情也不例外。
但在比较后,请不要草率的作决定。
深思,谁的离开,才会让你痛哭呢?

心酸就是爱的一种表现。记住了。。


I'm blessed.
I'm fortunate to be able to hold you once again.

I admit .. for those times I thought you didnt love me enough
for times I thought you have taken me for granted..

Now that I have learnt to appreciate every single thing you do for me..
I realised how much you care..
No one will love me the same way as you do..
Cos no one will ever be the clone of someone else
and that they can't feel or do the same.

Baby, it's you..
thank you <3

Saturday, October 29, 2011

Entry 552: The night they could show off all that they have..


The K2 children's special day - 28th October 2011!





Teacher Herleen!
Course mate previously :D
A kindergarten teacher in another centre nearby



Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Entry 551: TGIPH!


It's a public holiday!
Started off with a rude rude morning peepee call.
Was startled by the first nose bleeding in my life.. What's more on a PH's morning -.-"

Nothing much. It has stopped anyways (:

Wanted to catch a movie later.. but it's pouring right now..
Hopefully it stops soon..Thou it pretty much seems like it won't !!  >.<

Nothing happening nowadays..
Probably soon? LOL.
Anticipating for some kind of news, somehow ;)

Enjoy peeps!





p.s: The wish of having; the sorrow for the one I lost; the hope to amend with extra love.. I promise it's gonna be treasured..


Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Entry 550: The smiles.. The attraction.

Yes, my blog is pretty dead. Have been quite tired especially last week. Shall not continue to dread on it since it has passed. Am gonna be busy with children's portfolio again so doubt I'll start blogging often. Thanks for checking if there's any updates thou! Esp for that anonymous whO is more interested in my sis's pics -.- LOL!

Anyway, was sitting at the bus interchange and looking at the people who passed by.. Saw another young teacher of other centre with her son. A stylish son. Haha. Cute and sweet :) it kinda makes me feel like having one of my own too!! Like instantly? Haha!! Impossible eh!

It is either cos I was so focused on looking at everyone who is within my view or it is that there are more newborns and pregancies.. There were so many mommies, daddies, children, mommy-to-be. :D what a heartwarming sight somehow.

Was attracted to a teenage couple too. They were laughing and thrusting their excitedly happy bodies towards each other (not intimate acts). I think I love the smiles on their face. Big and genuine. Who cares what will happen to them in the future? Thats their problem. At least the split moment i saw, I know they are happy :) they have nothing to hide when there is no room fOr pretense or motives for acting loving. It feels.. Sweet .. To me at least. ^^

I wont be posting any photos in this entry as im blogging from my iphone. Ok.. Shall pause here for today. Will update soon!!!!

Monday, October 10, 2011

Entry 549: What's New?!

http://thechattel.blogspot.com

Kindly support my friend's blogshop (:
His items are at a rather affordable price range so do patronise!
Some of the items I copied randomly..!

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Sunday, October 2, 2011

Entry 548: It's been long enough..


I wanted to change a new blog song.. but when my blog's window appeared, and the song sounded..
I decided to let it stay..
^^

There isn't much I wanted to update.
Pretty obvious I'm not a regular blogger
Neither do I need to blog for a living and enter a post daily.
What's more.. I don't have a high record of visitors (except for some netizens who are here to see someone else than me)

Let me just make it clear once and for all..
The more you wanna see, the more I won't post (:
And to that anonymous..
It's a favour I won't fulfill. ^^

To my dearest friends whom I still include in my 'sisters' list..
If you're reading this, I just wanna say..
I miss you all.

Pearl, Mich, and Tracy! Let's have a chitchat session again soon!

And Marilyn, you know I've really regarded you as my bestie..
And I know just why you would rather meet up with him than me back then when I was free.
I just don't like the way you said like I do not care anymore.
....


Girlfriends are those who understand that even without saying, they are in your heart and mind..
Even if they don't see it in your action plan or priority list..
They know you still love them deep.
Cos they know just what you're lack of, and what you need to pursue..
Cos they know you are clear that they will be a part that will never back you out when you're in need..
They don't make you worry of losing them..
Because true friends will never make you have that fear that they'll be gone.

If you have that kind of best friends, cherish them.
Don't hurt them or do anything stupid that might cause any discomfort or unhappiness.
It takes a long time to build this friendship and just a second to ruin it all.

Just a kind advice..
We have gone through and are still going through what friendship is all about..
It's an on-going process..
The one you trust most, contradictingly, could sometime be the one who hurt you the deepest.
And the one that hang out often with you could be the one that hide the most secrets from you.
Life.. contradicts.
^^
Not me.

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Entry 547: The only constant - CHANGE.


You might question as you read on..
"How true is this?"
"How sure are you?"
"You are not even an expert"

Yes. I can tell you, I'm not an expert.
I am no saint.
I made mistakes and I learn from them.
I don't pass on a sentence to disregard any feelings or emotions or any lapses.
At least.

I don't tell you that this is a fact that the world is just so ugly.
Because I know, no matter how dark or gloomy the days could be..
There will be sunshine there will be rainbow.
There will be days you'll feel much better after the rain or thunderstorm.
So, please.. don't be too quick to close this window and think I'm bullshitting.
Read on with an opened heart..

....

A friend of mine said, people below 20 would talk about love.
So what makes him think people above are not very into this topic too?
He likes to say he has been through much and have seen more than I do.
At least for a good ten years more..

But I can be certain to say.. he has been living with a stubborn impression that life has only this much to offer him.
But he is not to be blamed.
For he could not see why things havent been much smooth-sailing for him..
Especially in the music industry.
No one has the definite answer to his question marks and frustrations
Therefore, that explains the pessi' remarks he would often make.

Who says love is not about changing ?
Maybe what the person meant was ..
"It is not about changing the other person"
But life is ever-changing.
Humans too.

With the given environment, living under different circumstances, we have all changed.
And we change for someone else, not cos we're dumb or stupid
But for the only reason that we want to be a better person for that love we have or had.
It could feel weary over time.
But trust me, these changes shape you to who you have become and will become in the future.
We will never be the same every year.
^^

Our mindset will change, things will change
If you always disregard it, you'll be stagnant.
Don't let yourself fall into this pit.
It's harder than you think to get out when its fixed in your head.

Open up.
Let the world take you on a life ride.
Try to experience everything like you have just reborned.
You did not come to this world knowing nothing.
You knew just what it is..
but you have to explore deeper.
The treasure is in finding not what you have found along the journey ;)

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And with that.. I shall share some photos..


We were apart for half a year. Many things happened in between.
The cycle we have been through
The kind of hurt..
You couldn't imagine more.

I admit I still have no idea what future holds for us..
But I'm willing to hold on this time.
Cos I know how much I regretted for letting go.
I believe if our time is up, eventually we'll part.
Just.. not now..


Look just how much we've changed..
Horizontally or vertically *chuckles*
I just realised my cuzzie is tiptoe-ing! HAHAHA


Cousins for life! <3




p.s: Remember, opened heart (:


Friday, September 16, 2011

Entry 546: I was entertained ;)


If you ever wonder, do I know your existence, HWZtizens..
Yes I do :)

It's just a matter of whether I wanna bring things up or choose to let it flow past just like dirty waters that won't stop by.

I'm fine with the comments, seriously.
Cos now that both of us are living our lives meaningfully, with career and love.
It's nothing much about the past anymore.
Who don't recall their own life's history?

I bet you do too..
maybe subconsciously?

Evil people will never stop demeaning you with your mistakes, your wrong-doings.
But who are they to pass on your final verdict?

We have yellow ribbons to remind us that those x-convicts need our help, need our forgiveness
So hereby, not to ask for mercy but to remind you peeps that one day, u'll face the same kind of treatment (:
Be kind. Be thoughtful.
Kindness begets kindness..
They will pay off one day (:


p.s: If you're capable enough to leave comments asking for that kinda favours..
You should have the brain to think that those comments will just be marked off and deleted as spams :)
It's moderated, dude. ^.^v






Friday, September 2, 2011

Entry 545: Happy Teachers' Day!

This is what you call CAMWHORING! xD

If you're wondering what's that weird thing on my hair..
it's a kind of hair curler that BB and his mom have gotten earlier yesterday.

Was trying out and while waiting..

1st Sept!
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY
TO ALL TEACHERS!!

Have to head down to RP for a learning carnival..
>.<!
We played at the stalls like we're mending them..
Unlimited tries plus.. we helped ourselves with the balls to throw etc.. LOL!

It doesnt look like me! lols..




HE IS DAMN PRO CAN!
Long queues for both this and the portrait drawing..
I wonder if their fingers and hands would cramp >,<





Left: 大姐
Right: Me!







And the reason for my happiness~~ HAHA!



31st August
The Celebration!!




Some of the ones who gave me token of appreciation!

Thnx Colin!

Kibi and his sister! 


 Yu Ting!


 Victor!


Shannon! My class's December baby.. ^^


 Jia He!


 Valente!



 Valen!


 Samuel!

He seriously looks so so so much better with this haircut :D





And two others at home~
 

My First Official Teachers' Day! <3

With loves!