Entry 498: Is she being cool-headed or is she losing herself?

When I look back at her past..
I recalled how far she has gone and realised where she is now
She gave them up
She took the other path
She chose to venture into an unfamiliar route

While still on track
She never fails to reflect on her decision
And she look at the one she is facing now
Is she being cool-headed or is she losing herself?

Is she changing to meet different expectations from different people?
For the start, she felt pressurized
For all these she did not foresee she has to undertake
But now, she could more or less understand
For her own sake even, this is the minimum she could kick start with.

Although it still seems confusing and vague..
She'll have to pull through..
Meet her ultimate goal..
And go as far as she could.

At least.. this is all she could do now.
And she has to..